I know just two days ago I was telling you how much I love my AP's... and don't get me wrong, my opinion has definitely not changed. It's just being that my due date is one month away, it's putting some doubts in my head. I know I'm doing the right thing for my son. I won't change my mind because I know I'm not ready to be a mom. Plus I couldn't crush Brent & Stacy * like that. However there's once again the little voice in my head that's saying not to sign the papers. Raise him. I wish I could...but if I can't raise him, I would be honored that Brent and Stacy* will...