Visited with Kim today. It was productive. She gave me a paper to write down my specifications of potential AP's. I've been here trying to fill it out. but it's like... How do I know what kind of family will be best for my baby? This is most likely the hardest decision I'll ever have to make. I want the best parents & best life for my baby, but this is there such a miracle? Ugh, this is so hard. I know I can't have anyone help me choose, it has to be MY decision. I gonna request to get two couples profiles that I liked online. Hopefully, I'll just know when I see the right profile???