Nothing to exciting today. Sigh . . . I know I worried Mom & Dad tonight. I called them crying hysterically about how bad I hate it here. I feel bad. I am putting them thru a lot. I didn't mean to upset them like this. I know I'm doing the right thing, but it's so hard not to have them with me. I'm sorry mom & Dad for everything.

Tomorrow I meet Dr. Irwin. Yay. Nothing better than being examined. Haha. Right . . .